7/15/2009
……..the train again…………this time to Amsterdam!
I had spent the last few
days in Detmold. This town was my home for five years (1978-1983)
An intense time of love,
relationships, learning, school, work, emotions. A range from bliss/ ecstasy to
deep sadness and despair, loneliness and many connections…..
A place to remember with
a map of emotions… - each place, each house, a corner, a park, a sign, triggering
an avalanche of feelings. In a short time – exposed, I felt like a truck had
run over me…….A big soup, too salty, because of too many tears…
Conflicting thoughts
like: “I really was a different person back then and – I am still the same……………”
All of which is true!!!!
