(I was typing a really long piece of journal in chinese but then it was all gone!)I felt so bad about it! So now i just type in English which is faster! Hope this won'these affect your understanding!
These two days, i started to feel bad at work. It wasn't because I was yelled or scolded by the boss or whoever, but the other way round, they treat me better than before. We do chat and tell jokes and occasionally I have late night dinner with them as the boss asked me to stay.
There is a Japanese boy called Toru, who started to work here just when I was new too. We are quite close and he is a funny guy. But he told me he would quit next week becoz he was not happy working here. He thought many people(including the boss or the others) did not treat him well/ politely, so he felt upset about that. He said he could be seen as naive but he concerns about his feelings. I asked him,'but you got more paid?" 'i don't care about money!" he said. Yeah, am I too concerned about money now? I do feel sad about his resignation coz I have no close friend now!
There are actually a few more things making me sick at work. I have bought the ticket to Sydney on 15 Dec, that means I still have 3 weeks before I leave Cairns. I used to think I would work until mid Dec and earn as much as I can before I leave. But now...I got the feeling that...this is enough for me!
More sharing about the 'sick' things ....update tmr !!
