Spiritually, emotionally and phisically egsausted! It's been go go go with no obvious fruit. Working through being sick, tired and now I'm 7 days stuffed up and man does it hurt! Our whole team is so down right now. We're all struggling with different things. Which is even harder because ther isn't one of us who is lifting each others' spirits. This is such a dry spot. I know we'll get out of it but it's big. I don't want to do anything. Reading the Bible plan is rediculously pointless because when I'm done reading my ten chapters I don't even know what I read. It's feeling like a borring ol' homework assignment right now. I'm really trying to read and get stuff from it but it's not working. May be it's because I'm so tired? Either way something has to change. God and I are going to have to come up with a game plan.
I'm going to write a daily prayer list, ones for in the morning and other things for whenever throughout the day. I'm also going to write goals for what I want each day to look like. REading, prayer, writing, homework, etc. God'll help me get things done and it'll all work. I have faith. He's perfect so I know He can help me change this funk. Heck He already has! I'm spiritually finished and yet have mustered up strength to keep Him in my refueling plan. That's God's mental strength.
