China, China, China.
I't so different here. Florecent lights, sky scrapers, tons of people, busses and traffic lights. I didn't think I could find worse driving but definitely did! I'ts like Cambodia driving just with cars so it's carier. I enjoy the feeling of experiencing for the first time but it's definitely going to take me a while to get used to China.
Right now I'm really sick. it's been one thing to the next for six weeks. So frustrating! I've been trying to look on the bright side, like how it's definitely made me rely on God, but it's getting really difficult. I seem to always be sick, which is abnormal for me. I'm hoping it's all the change in temperatures. Anyway it's been difficult because I feel guilty for even thinking of skippin gout but can't put 100% in to anything. I pray asking God if I can stay home and He says no, I should go. I'm tired, I need a day! But no, not for me.
I feel kind of weird with the team too because I've been sick so much. They probably think I'm faking it, a wuss or making myself sick by thinking about it so much. It's not like I want to be sick! I'm trying to listen to God. I really am, but if I don't get better soon or have a day off, I'm gonna be sick AND crazy!
