Wondering and Wandering I graduated. Now what? Do I live the life I never wanted to live? The one where I move to the city, get a job in a corporate cubicle, and slave away 60 hours a week for $40,000 a year? No thanks. How about 5 years down the road when I settle on a girl I don't truly love, buy the car I don't need, have the marriage that won't last, buy the home I can't afford? No thanks. I want to see things, I want to experience life in every way. This is the only life I've got, I might as well make the most of it and do something I won't foget. So here I am, travelling the world one step at a time. Where I'm going is yet to be decided, how long I'm there is up in the air, but one thing's for sure. Whatever I do, where ever I go, I'm going to be living. You can count on that.

Many apologies

USA | Sunday, 5 August 2007 | Views [849] | Comments [6]

Ok folks, sorry it's been so long, but I've been a little busy. I've been spending a lot of time at the country house doing man stuff, building fences, cutting down trees, chopping wood etc. There's also a new person thats's been introduced into my life that's been somewhat time consuming, though I'm very happy that's the case. It's no excuse for my lack for writing online but at least I have been keeping up in my journal. So some good news, I leave Germany in less than two weeks and I am VERY excited. Partially because I get to see Doug and Rob, but also because I am leaving Germany. I have had a few revelations recently. These helped me to realize who I am and what is important to me. I love my family and I love my friends, but I know they will be there for me no matter what. What about the people that have no one? I know I am supposed to make a difference in peoples lives. I know teaching is in my future, I know my life will be hard, yet fufilling, I know there is someone out there for me who has the same views I do and values life as much as I do. I know I won't have just one home for a very very long time. I don't plan on stopping this travel bug from infecting me. I've got too many places to see, things to do, and lives to change. I will be the change I want to see in the world. thank you all for your continued support. Much love.

Tags: Philosophy of travel

Comments

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Hey Alex,
It is great to see the update but more importantly, that you'll get to get out of Germany at last. It's good to hear you've had some revelations. sounds like you've gotten some idea(s) about what you want to do. Awesome. Tell us more about the "new person" in tour update. Two weeks is important to a few of us, school starting back, and end to summer and your off to Scotland. Have good time with Doug and Rob. See you soon I hope.
Love and Prayers,
Dad

DAD Aug 6, 2007 3:35 AM

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Alex love, you a a good soul. Your thoughts of those less fortunate proves that. This is not a revelation to me. I have known from the minute you were born that you are Special. OK, I'm your grandmother and that comment is expected of me. However, I like to think of myself as a realist as well, sooo I am reading to your words and thinking, "he will be an asset to all who have the blessing of of knowing him". Keep your high ideals, making this world a better place one at a time is such a wonderful goal.
My love and prayer are aways with you.
GM

Grandmother Aug 6, 2007 8:32 AM

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I'm proud of you, Alex. You've had an amazing adventure so far, managed to pick yourself up when you were knocked down (or fell down drunk), did the soul searching thing, kept your sense of humor thru cultural differences, and aptly represented Texas to Europeans.

I've seen the "Alex, Doug & Rob do Scotland" itinerary. I'm thinking you will be experiencing a few more revelations. In a few glasses of scotch. In a few distilleries. Or you'll be reading the Book of Revelations. One or the other. Maybe both.

At any rate, I wanted to come along but Doug said no. Rather quickly, loudly and emphatically. I didn't even bother asking Rob after that.

Enjoy your last two weeks in Germany.

Jackie

Jackie Aug 7, 2007 4:56 AM

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Dearest Alex,
Yes, you are here to make a difference and I know you have and will continue to do so. True teachers are those with an unquenchable thirst for knowledge and a passion to use this knowledge for the benefit of others, with little regard of the cost to self. You have always been one to naturally and unceremoniously assist those in need. I am filled with joy that your plan is to continue to do so.
Please take lots of pics of the 3 of you. I am trying hard to remember envy is a not nice.

Diana Aug 9, 2007 1:35 PM

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I hear there are studies currently being held testing the theory that this "travel bug" is incurable. You should call to join. Exciting and safe travel wishes to you.

Jessica Aug 15, 2007 3:03 PM

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Well, even though drinking can be wild, working can be exhausting, traveling can be frustrating, and changing the world can be daunting, . . . . without a doubt, teaching is the most scary. Please reconsider your career choice. Take some advil and settle down. You are not a church camp.

I do think that the world needs saving, that people need saving. But, you know, Alex, it's hard to find the ones that won't break your heart, ruin your credit and steal you blind.

Choose wisely, and remember that it's all about perspective. Always stand back and consider the consequences. Easy enough said.

From one warrior to another, my love. Good show and safe journey. Deb

dramachacha Aug 19, 2007 9:52 AM