I feel like there is so much to do before I leave. I called the doctor's office too late today. I was supposed to get up early and get all these tasks done but I chose to watch television and stuff myself with food instead. Just when you think that you couldn't possibly sleep anymore, you go through most of another day unconscious. So when I did get up to groom myself and go off to work, I did not feel good.
One thing that worries me is that I have less money now than I thought I would at this point. Someone assured me that I'd be surprised how much I could do with a small amount of money. She has been so reassuring while I am freaking out. My body responds alarmingly to stress so I always know when I am.
The first few nights, probably two or three weeks I will be in Nepal, I will be waking up five-six times a night. Mark my word. Oh subconscious anxiety, what you do to my body. Let's be more positive.
The most important thing is to get vaccinations. That's all. Everything else can be compromised. Another thing is to make sure my applications to colleges are set. My budget is loosely done. I also need to call my bank and inform them of my whereabouts. I can get my visa when I get there or I can apply now and get it in a week. Hmmhmm.
I don't feel like sleeping. I slept all day. I am nervous, but that's normal. Hmmhmm.
