So, I had another rather dream…..the only part I can
remember was that I was opening up some kind of food wrapper and out flew a
bunch of moths…..Creepy, huh?
Here’s how I’d like to interpret it….
I represent the moth….Upon waking up, my first thought was, “I
would have preferred it had been butterflies”. But, that’s just it…I am now so happy to be
free from the confines of the hospital and can move about the world again. However, because of the crutches, I can’t go
to the garment district, can’t get around easily, can’t really be as active and
creative as I am ready to be, so I can’t quite yet manifest my true colors and
be that butterfly. So, in one or two
short weeks, when I can walk on my own two feet again, the butterfly will
manifest!
And, I am at a place of acceptance with temporarily being
the moth. I don’t like having to use the
crutches, in fact, it’s quite difficult, but I have surrendered to the situation
because resisting it will only cause me to be unhappy, which is a state of mind
I am consciously choosing not to be in. I am at peace with what is.
