November Blue
I considerably always know that things work out, and majority of the time in my benefit, but there is always that little bit of doubt that gets me worked up. Not always so worked up, but when you are across the world, it can get to you. I thought for a moment I was going to be homeless, not really, but long story short the family didn’t work out in Spain, so I am now staying with Norma and Rini. I continue to see God trying to teach me the same lesson over and over again. I feel that He tells me all the time that I AM NOT IN CONTROL and there is a plan. I don’t know if it’s a plan or just fate and that’s the branch that I went out on. Who knowS?
It has been cold, wet and rainy. But it’s home. I now feel at home. I know the ruetine and continually can predict Norma’s next sentences and thoughts, for she is always detailed in every instruction. Like for example if she sends me to check on the chickens she’ll tell me how to call them, make sure they have water and feed, and also check on the eggs. That’s okay the first time, but by the 30th time, I got it.J It’s funny though because I continue to mock her and finish her sentences and she gets my sarcasm or do we call that being a smart ass? hmm…J I do understand her though. Some people/ helpers are just naturally careless of other peoples stuff, not in a rude way but don’t understand the value of things to others. She finally trusts me though. I have earned it and proved that Im not a dumbass when it comes to things.
I have allergies.
They suck.
I’m tired. Thought I would do some poetic searching, but I can hardly keep my eyes open. It’s hard running a farm, fun but the days here literally pass like we just got started. I will make time. I’ll get back into habit on Monday when detox starts!!! Yay!!
I miss you all. I miss you dearly.
I am happy where I am, they are real good souls and people.
Love Always,
Maggie
