So, I am lying here solo
Sucking on polo after polo
Head buried below the pillow
Frankly, my mind feels hollow...
Once again am denied a visa to slumberland
Thoughts consume me as I pretend to understand
Why I'm here alone and my own bed is a foreign land
Childhood fantasies got me wishing my hand had a magic wand...
I'd simply teleport myself back to behind
Or burn a DVD of my mind and then hit rewind
I'd love to go back into mom's womb, deaf and blind
It's my conviction that there I'll find, some peace of mind...
Scared to go under the covers
For all I know the sheets under me
Have been hosts to quite plenty of lovers
The thought of which, irritates, irks & disgusts me...
For some reason I feel like am being watched, in zoom
Can't say by whom, but surely, I am not alone in this room
Visions of her keep flashing in my mind, her by me, I as groom
As am listening to Stubborn Love by The Lumineers off of my phone...
The passing cars, flashing lights & street buzz won't let me sleep at all
So I am wide awake on a bed in a hotel whose location I won't tell
It's been only two nights in here and I can tell you a whole tale
But sadly, it's not one you would recall. For it would be a whore tale...
By
Th’ KlaFella™
Kidron Nabende Googo (facebook.com/TheKlaFella | theklafella.tumblr.com)