Absolutely Positive

My Photo scholarship 2010 entry

Worldwide | Sunday, October 17, 2010 | 4 photos

For me, what truly describes a place is the life that occurs there and the interactions of the beings who occupy the space. My intention with this photo series is to graze the surface of what it means to be Japanese in Japan. I hope to convey a feeling of loneliness as the underlying theme of these photographs.

I arrived in Japan with no language skills, no acquaintances, and very little cultural understanding. During the following year, I studied the history and culture of Japan. It was one of the most difficult experiences of my life, but it was extremely positive. I became a leader of a Girl Guide troop, and I became very close with several young adults who began a “Free Hug” campaign at Shibuya station. Beginning shortly after my arrival, I had the opportunity to teach English to several businessmen. Through their lessons, I was able to learn more about the “Japanese way” and, specifically, their individual views on Japanese society. After nearly a year in Japan, I began to see the isolation and suppression that had previously been invisible to me.

Upon my return to The States, I put my education on hold to enter the workforce for two years. As I begin my first quarter back in university and consider my intended major, I find myself struggling with what feels right and what logically seems right. Though I completely understand the importance of majoring in something practical that can lead to a solid career, I feel much more drawn to spend my time helping people understand each other and the world. If selected to participate Kingdom of Bhutan Photography Scholarship, it is my sincere desire that I will emerge with a life direction that not only seems logical but also feels right.