namaste' my journey...

Today I start my solo journey to SE Asia. I am excited, nervous, sad and in awe...this morning all i could do was cry after my bout of dry heaves from all the nerves (good ones) running thru me. A few days before i left i had been talking to my friend and guru T-Cat and she was telling me how she has the hawk as her totem (like her watcher) and i sat there on the beach with her and thought to myself what is mine...as i sat their i recalled that every time i was wondering if i was doing the right thing or when i needed watching i always saw dragon flies...they seem to tell me that i am right on track When i was contemplating quitting my cooperate job every day that i thought today is the day i would see a dragon fly on my car as i was leaving for lunch...telling yes today you should do it. So here i am in the ft laud airport crying excited nervous thinking god i need a sign that i am doing the right thing...i look down bowing my head asking again for a sign and there all over the carpet...wouldnt ya know....the entire carpet is filled with purple dragon flies...so here i am doing things right on track... happy trails to me... enjoy my blog... NAMASTE'