Boundless Mind

Simpler Life

Have you or have not you living without worrying about what people says? Well i haven’t. We are living in a place where we more afraid of what people might say about us than what our heart would. Sometimes it’s worse, we think that we even cannot listen to our heart but we are just too afraid of people might says. I remember when i was a kid, i dont care of what i’m gonna wear when i play outside, if i like it i’m gonna wear it. Most people stressed out of their life because they are doing great about living in people’s mind than living on their own. I look at myself now, i see someone that been built of what people say, i got into college like what society wants, i set my future like everyone else, why? Because i want the society look at me as the normal person whom set goals and do something with life.
Imagining that everyone in this world living for themselves.I mean there are those people who does not cares about what are they doing. But in fact, people around me living in just some scared situation when they are spending too much time worrying of what people might think.Imagine of what people will do if they dont care, stay with the truth.I was once in love with a man that i met online, i never meet him but the bonding continue for 2 years. At first we talk, but that was a intentional talk, i can’t tell that it’s a love that i feel because i’m still not sure plus first time i did it it’s just for timepass.If it’s just a crush, but it won’t go away. We can’t be together because i always thinking that it would be silly if there are people who in fact barely know each other and happened to be relationship. I was worried of people gonna say, i can’t trust my feeling whether it’s love or not.Until i decided to end it and deleted each other contact and then i realize that it is love.
If we doesn’t care of what people says, people won’t bother to go college to get into higher level, some people want to travel the world and spend their money doing it.I could be with my lover, and that...would be the simpler life.