I know I just went around the world and I'm insanely lucky, but I missed out on so many things with my family. I got over those but now I'm struggling because when they say they're doing something else really cool and unfortunately I'm missing it again because I'm going back to Australia for a few weeks, they say "well you got to go around the world." or "well you got to do your Christmas shopping in other countries." I dont know if its wrong for me to feel this way or that they just dont understand but either way I feel really upset about it. I want to be apart of these things and I want to have the family times. Yeah I wont be buying Christmas presents but I miss out on yet again, another thing we do as a family. They changed their minds and our tradition without even considering me. It really hurts, Im really struggling with it.
Is it ok to be upset?
