$501.77! Are you kidding me? That’s five dollars a pill. Ridiculous! But I suppose it’s better than getting malaria. Although there is still a chance I will get malaria, due to two forms that you can’t be protected from, but that’s a minor detail—I hope. I don’t have the money though, I didn’t expect it to be so expensive. This is horrible. Where am I going to get the money for that?
And to add to the stress I have to get a minimum of six visa. I should have expected that because I’m going to six countries but when I was talking to the registrar I was told I needed a travelers visa so I thought I only needed one. I didn’t put enough money aside for that either. I need to raise 700 dollars in the next month so that I can afford the pills and visas. I didn’t expect this. I don’t know what to do. Where am I going to get the money? This job gives me the perfect amount for my ticket, not for pills and visas. I thought I had enough, I thought I had it figured out.
There still telling me not to buy my tickets or visas yet. That alone is stressing me out. I need to apply for my visas soon or I won’t get them in time to leave. Why are they putting this off so much? Why aren’t they telling me if this trip is happening? I know that if it doesn’t happen it was just another step in whatever it is God has planned for me but this is getting really frustrating.
If this doesn’t go through I’m going to be so upset. I just know I’m going to get mad at God and I’m going to regret it later. I really hope I deal with it well….Actually I just really hope this go through.
