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CAMBODIA | Friday, 26 August 2011 | Views [291]


Its Friday 26 August 2011 and I am now back in the UK.  After an epic journey of 32 hours--(over 10 hours of which were layovers) it was amazing to wake up this morning to fresh country Gloucestershire air and Jon's lovely parents.  It was very sad to get in the tuk tuk to the airport on Wednesday night, so thank you to Joe and Meander  for making sure that I got there in the end.

So, now is the time to try and share with you the last bit of my Cambodian experience.  It’s strange that the summer is already over, and it feels as though it weren't that long ago that I was writing the first entry.  I think it is impossible to share fully with all of you just what the 3 month adventure was like, but I look forward to catching up with all of you over a nice glass of wine in the very near future.

I spent my last 3 weeks cracking on with work.  The NGO I worked for presented at an NGO conference on reintegration programs for victims of human trafficking a few weeks ago.  This was really the first time that I got to see all of the NGOs in Phnom Penh who work in the same area in the same room.  The strangest part of the conference was leaving with a feeling that many of the NGOs were all in competition with each other, instead of keen to build on each other's strengths and weaknesses.  Governmental officials also opened and closed the ceremony, and this, perhaps was the biggest shock of all.  I left with the impression that the speaker’s had very little understanding of what NGOs in this field actually do and that the problem is too big to actually be able to tackle.  You can imagine the shock.  Either way, it was an enlightening experience.  The aims of the conference were not terribly well understood on the whole, (there were, however, some wonderful presentations) and I believe a lot of this had to do with this sense of competition (over funding and/or status I imagine). 

After the conference, I received approval to begin my research and interviews with some of the girls at the shelter, on top of finalising all of the bits and pieces that I worked on over the last few months, of course.  After jumping through a few hoops, my lovely friend, colleague and excellent translator, Saran, helped me conduct 21 interviews with our girls.  This was perhaps the hardest part of the trip, as I was given access to their case files and learnt about the horrible things that happened to them, but on the other hand, the findings of the interviews were very useful.    It was a rather emotional experience, but it put a lot of things in perspective.  These girls are the most grateful people I’ve ever met.  They are grateful for everything, and do not complain.  When I look at myself and children in the UK and USA, it is incredible how selfish we can all be.  All for the sake of having been privileged enough to have born into a developed country which offers so many opportunities, many of us lose sight of what we have.  Instead, we tend to keep asking for more, and can easily forget just how lucky we have all been.  This was never more evident than in the recent, deeply embarrassing, London riots.

Perhaps the most depressing thing about the situation of these girls is that their opportunities are halted by a deeply embedded culture which represses women.  I believe I have already written about the Chbab Srey, the Code of Conduct for Women, which more or less states that no matter what the man/husband does, the woman must support him.  Even if the man beats her, rapes her, cheats on her, she must always support him.  Additionally, once an unmarried woman has lost her virginity, she is considered of no further use to society and is heavily stigmatised.  This usually leads to further vulnerability, which easily leads to further sexual abuse.   Of course not all men/people in Cambodia adhere to these guidelines, but life in rural villages is very different and there is definitely a general sense that this is the accepted attitude.  The girls, and even the young ones, are very aware of this and tend to feel very hopeless regarding prospects of one day returning to their homes.  A few have decided that the best thing to do is to try to make it on their own in Phnom Penh through school and finding a good job.

Instead of becoming horribly upset, it was a good experience to become more determined to do something to try and change the future situation for these girls.  I cannot do much from London of course, as the really amazing people are working every day in Cambodia with these girls and women, but I think that I have a good bit of research to try to put together something that may help in the future.   I hope that the readers of this blog will also become more active in actively fighting against human trafficking, exploitation and abuse.  These are not problems unique to Cambodia, but occur all across the world (and especially in Europe and the USA).

I would like to end this journal with a big thank you to all of the people who supported me on this journey, to friends, family, and my lovely boyfriend,  and especially to all of the incredible people that I met in Cambodia.  I feel very lucky to have such wonderful people in my life, and I truly cannot thank you enough.  To my lovely friends in Cambodia, I will never forget you and I sincerely hope that it is not too long before we meet again.  You have all, collectively, made this the most incredible experience of my life.  For that, I am eternally grateful.

This will be the final entry of this blog-- but stay tuned in for next time, as I'm sure that there will be many more adventures to follow.  And, as always, thank you for reading.

Love,

Sabrina

 

 

 

 

 

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