My travel bug is a thirst for knowlege. My intuition tells me I belong somewhere else. My soul aches for a unique type of freedom where each moment brings something unexpected. I sometimes get lost in a moment. I feel something amazing.. Some type of universal pull. My flesh tingles. My soul ignites unforseen pleasures. I feel it. I am inspired to follow this. This mysterious feeling is real,..familiar,..exciting. It has been a distant dream for so long. Now it is real. The reality sets in. Fear hovers me. I will not see home for a long time. I understand now. The epiphany hits me. The fear in a dream becomes transparent as the reality is created. Fear never entered me before, but now 3 days before departure I work to push it away. I let the ache conquer the fear! "I have a chameleon soul with no moral compass..no fixed personality and an inner indesiciveness as wide and as wavering as the ocean"( Lana Del Rey)
