9-5 JOb

My name is Sarah...I live in the small town of Park City, Ut.  Tucked into the heart of the beautiful rocky Mountains.  I moved out here 3 years ago fresh out of college with a degree in Business Marketing.  My goal was to live the American way.  Get the Job of my dreams, Find a husband, buy a house and the the age of 27 have children and "be Settled".  Well, here i am approaching the wonderful age of 28..Single, kidless, and while i'm working the 9-5 job that may potentially lead me into a career... i'm nowhere near "begin settled".  Every night b4 i go to bed i dream of this place, of beautiful faces, endless beauty, increadable food, smells, sounds, something totally out of my comfort zone.. I dream of Argentina.  And here i am sitting in my office with a million things i can be doing, that is job related.  But no.. i chose to write my feelings down.. i chose to dream on paper. Dream of Argentina.  It calls me.. I feel it, i can hear it.  I i'm frustrated to the point of no return.  why am i here, why do i chose to work a job that makes other people happy.  why do i let the fear of health insurance lock me to a job that can barley pay me enough to keep food on my table.  Why do i feel pressured into living the American dream, when I, myself don't truly even fell American.  I need to go... Im going to Argentina.