So here I go.
I’m starting something that I’ll remember my whole life. I’m starting a new perspective. A different path. A deeper appreciation. A new agenda. I’m starting to get ahead of myself. I can’t think of this trip as some kind of baptisim of the soul – that might put unfair pressure on the moment. I should take these moments and let them flow through me. Really just be completely soaked in every second. It would be a far cry from how I am after running laps inside my own little world for a little too long. Feeling like you’re pushing away the world around you is no way I want to live. Unfortunately these days that’s exactly how I’ve been feeling. I’m stressed. I’m about to run amuck all over this world and I have no idea what I’m doing or how I’ll be doing it. There’s a lot to remember. I’ve got so many loose ends floating around that I need to tie up it’s overwhelming. Can't wait to forget it all soon as I step on that plane.
