becoming a filmmaker.

I don't know if I'm applying in the correct way but fuck it, here it is.
I really just want to expand my knowledge as a filmmaker. I want to sharpen my vision about beautiful people, beautiful places and beautiful stuff.
I want to get more skills as a cameraman and work my empathy as a director.
I've written screenplays for films and short films and I want to give them a go, but more training would be so good for me. I also write short stories inspired in stories of my country. There has to be good stories around there so, that would be good to.
I'm young and messy and sometimes fearless. Good for the job.
Cheers.