an othe way of living around the world

Finding my travel treasure starts here at home in Holland, Rotterdam, living a happy just ok life what I could continue for he next 10 or 20 years. But in side is something restless, wanting more, just don't know what exactly that is already for years. After years and months of doubt I think I know what it could be. Here at home its ok but starts to feel like a prison some times. A nice prison with friends family nice room, luxury and jobs, i cant complain, but still a prison. I feel I need to escape, escape the comfort zone of the society I know already all of my life witch I don't agree on so much in the end. But its hard, way harder than I thought to find the way out. But maybe now, right now, I found it. On the last moment I found out about shuts thing as a working holiday visa! That makes things a little bit easier, make some money get some new experiences, with new faces with new ideas , in new places well to say on the other side of the world, at least to start with. But I need to do it NOW. because time is running out. There is an age limit! ow my god, what have I been waiting for? Lets do it book a ticket and leave every thing behind! A one way ticket and Ill see where it ends. Maybe I'm back with in two months. Who cares? as long as I go Ill be free from this feeling inside! At least that is the goal. Well yeah, I just booked the ticket, I'm about to go in less than one month! I'm scared, don't know for what exactly again, but its a different restless feeling inside. This time it feels like a good one. I'm pretty sure Ill find the treasure, although I don't know what that gonna be exactly....