Our next stop to home for me. WOW to be home again after so long away. It was exciting, great, nervous all at the same time.
Exciting because of course I LOVE home. Nervous because this would be the first time for Briel. I ofcourse want him to love it as much as me. What happens if he hates it? What a scarey thought. It made me jumpy and nervous and sometimes I was tense.
THere was other reasons I was tense too. THere are so many confrontations that could happen but shouldn't happen. Wrong timimg for now.
I must admit that I was having a hard time the very first night since Briel decided to stay over at Gerry and Shells place. It was hard for me to sleep alone.
I was nice to see my new baby niece. How amazing was that. She was tiny and gorgeous. My precious niece.
Sometimes life is strange isn't it. So many wonderful things all mixed in with crazy plot twists. It is true that real life is stranger than fiction. Mine most especially. Although in my heart all I want is a loving normal family. However I think always - what is that anyway?
Life and all its wonderful crazy choices. Life. Odd sometimes.
