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TRAVEL As I leave each train station, it’s as if I leave some part of myself behind - I am already a different person when I arrive at the next station. 7 April 2006 DEATH Death - I think about dying alot. I’m not scared to die. I would worry more about those I have left behind. I have this weird feeling as though I really don’t have anything to live for. It’s not a fatalistic feeling, I’m not depressed, I just can’t see a future. Is it because I am living more in the moment? 24 April 2006 NEITHER HERE NOR THERE I feel unstable, invisible. Living amongst strangers, I have no place, no identity, no history no past and no sense of the future. I am lost amongst the crowd. I could be anyone - but who am I? I am displaced - neither here nor there. April 25 2006