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I Always Forced Myself to Scream At Myself

INDONESIA | Friday, 25 April 2014 | Views [108] | Scholarship Entry

It's really weird for to realize, it's literally only yesterday that I have considered myself as a self diagnosed people with ADHD. Which means that I cannot stop thinking about anything. But when I ask myself "How did I end up here?"

I just stop thinking.

This travel story that I'm writing now is probably the kind of travel story that anyone ever been through. The literal time travel.

We live, we breathe, we talk, we sleep, we love, we eat. When we stop and think about it, every kind of activities takes one same thing as their fuel; Time. We're taking our times in our lives as we speak. I took my time to write this essay, and you're taking yours as you read this lousy essay.
How did I end up here, this could take times. For the time being, my time traveling Journey has left me in Bandung, Indonesia, for the past 19 years.
I don't know if I love this journey that I'm currently in venture with. But one thing for sure is, this travel story of mine is the story where I am the protagonist of it.

I've been time travelling for the whole 21 years, I can't remember when did I begin to start this, I was probably crying like a baby when I begin. And all those false decisions I've made has left me end up as an amateur novel writer in an overly expensive university in Bandung with a major that I shouldn't be in here since the first beginning.
What I should say about this travel is, this is the most beautiful travel story that I've ever been in. I have been to Singapore, Malaysia, Bali, and other 'beautiful' places. But I chose to tell this story because this travel contains all those beautiful places I've ever been into.
This travel taught me many things, even though I am still just a mere young idiot. None of those beautiful travels has taught me not to fall in love with the wrong girls, none of those travels has taught me how does it feel to be brokenhearted. None of those travels showed me the beauty of being known by people that you don't even know. None of those travels made me realize my role in this story, I have a role, and that is to be a writer, so that I can tell other people about these beautiful places, about these joys of falling in love, about these emotions I am feeling when I'm exempting myself in this journey in this world in my own words of those stories.
To me, time travelling is the best travel that I'd ever done. I want to tell more about it but this characters count tells me to stop in 3..
2..
1..
Now, but I'm still travelling in my time.

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